12.30.2008
as for me, the year wouldn't be a year without the moments i had. too bad, i've started my blog last march of this year, with the influence of reading some of my friends' blogs. thanks to karyan. i've been reading her blog at that time.. thou there was some misunderstandings about me, coz' some hideous creature used my name and then registered ip address covered me up.. so all the blame was on me and i was called a perv. well it hurts me alot to be called something like that and badwords came out of her and her friends.. but the truth never came.. but ryt now karyan and i are friends now and things are quite well :] im helping her out with er boyf problems.. as far as wer concern its a secret :]
Other friends came to me this year.. haha like im freed out of the cage ( if you know what i mean) to many to mention but if your name is not listed please tell me so :
paige
xie
aika
sachi
lee
cheska
chin
bianca
ina
hmm.. much more of that' dami rin girls na nadd sa fs. *hey im not colleting nor using some of them to ease my pain during those days that im broken hearted by my friend. im for them to be a friend, to comfort them and to cheer them up :] i dont care if they treat me bad or im not a friend to them. as loong as they are there and i see them sad.. i am willing to give a hand for them :] im really sorry if i irritated you, pm's you out when i needed to talk to, talks about my love problem over and over again.. haah lols! :p greatly iam very very thankful to meet you all and thru the moments that i had with you.. the experiences that you've taught me, some info's and teachings that i've told you and im really really happy this year to share things that i had.. no words can express how much i am ryt now to say thankyou for comforting me :]
love? nah.. i really think that things would go well, but as much as i wanted to forget the past things, i think im weak sometimes.. haha :p pero i've learned much from it. stubborn as they say that im very very wtf and wth is wrong with me. people say i have to forget her, she's a --, she's not worth for me and so on and so fort. bad thing about me is i sometimes im with the people, but sometime i defend her side. truthfully im really hurted for what see did, for the things i've done.. it seems she didn't appreciate the things that i've done for her (like: her bday cake, yes then no, keeps me hanging up, etc). i didn't bother much and ask her why is she doin this things too me? like am i being nice to her so much? am i a nag to her mom? do i interrupt her private life? there are many questions that i want to know. blah blah blah. she even told me what kind of friend i am and she erased me in friendster. next is saying things like "are you scared to go to my friendster account and she things?" like i get bullied sometimes, pero im really too good. but now im so much fed up like im being used sometimes.. i really dont know if i should forget her, erase her and think she didn't existed.. like i've regretd those things i've done to her. sad yet i did forgive her for what she did. and ryt now.. being friends with her is like a i don't know if im still a friend to her or what. or am i being tricked again and get hurted? move'on? nah.. i hope to see her tom last day of the year to say something. but if not.. eh di wala!
School thing is a fcuk! i did failed some subjects every term as the passing rate grows high up to 70% and i had a hardtime to pass these subjects like before. from 2000 students of batch 2006 came cown to 200 students left, and still counting down. some of my professors like prof. silva, prof. santos, prof. de leon.. etc i considered terrors to the students because you will fail if you go under them! year 2009 will be a very last chance for me to strive hard "or else"
my family, my family, my family is in good and condition. wer sticky tied up and having a good bonding together.. minsan may konting away pero all things are fixed in a good talk. :]
neighbors? hmm.. we've been going out of towns, outings this year.. hope by 2009 meron outing :D im happy that our street here is growing and growing with new neightbors fill in the vacated houses :]
tomorrow nlng un part2 "about me" :)
to all thankyou so much for being a part of my life and my year :]