i woke up today at 12nn, too stubborn to help at household chores.. yeah its my vacation so, i need some rest after school days are done..

Last night i watched a sad love story movie , entitled "Taiyou no Uta ". i can't sleep at that time so my friend told me to view it because it was her favorite and yes, it was a sad movie too. A girl named Kaoru, a girl inflicted with a very rare sickness, which makes her nocturnal. She cannot go out in the sun as the UV rays will injure pain on her skin and has the tendancy to kill her, and so, she was at her home most of the time ever since she was a child, and she explores the world at night to allow her to do what she loves most - playin' her simple guitar and singing beautifully at one corner on the park =) She has a crush on Koji , a cool guy, kinda clumsy sometimes and he a surfer dude, a happy-go-lucky guy with a simple life. Everyday and every night, Kaoru view him from her window right before a street beside their house.. One night when she was at the park singing her piece, she saw him and had courage to tell him that she likes him so much.. haha ^^ the guy was so shocked and telling her "what?!, how come" hehe that scene was a bit funny, but it was too not usual now adays to find a girl like her ryt? There was a clip where, Kaoru had slight exchange of words with her dad (hmm.. a dramatic part). Its very hard for a father seeing her daughter with a rare disorder and he can't help it to see her suffering from it. Yea, being a parent wud be the difficult job in this world.. You must see this movie and for those who are a bit fast-crying-eyes have a tissue paper beside you, coz' its really a sad film. And for those who can relate to this clip, i personally admire those who accepts the girl for who she is and makes heer happy at times she is sad/alone.

For me, i really wait for the right girl in my life, whether to have one or not.. it ok to me ^^ life has full of surprises and challenges. Learn to be a sport and never ever lose hope when you felt down. Being single, as they say, is like your lurking in this vast world of ours, finding your own path of life. Remember that you got your family and friends beside you. love can wait. don't be in a rush or it will not come to you. Pray and pray.. time will tell and only God knows what's best for us. ^^